For some reason I am having an emotional week on a number of fronts. Pesky things those emotions. A lot more convenient to stuff them and stay in control. Stuffing is a terrible way to live since emotions come back and get you one way or another sooner or later. Better to deal with them now and go on.
I am missing Vivian a lot today. Her absence makes it necessary to build a brand new life that seems to come together very slowly; perhaps because I am slow doing it.
My good friend Jones built a wonderful life starting over at 51; I thrashed around for nearly three years after the events of February 2007 before really starting a new life.
I want mine to be good and must make good choices to do so. So, this little emotional indulgence is over and I must go back to work and back to life. I miss you, Vivian.
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